Looking For Extras Acting Chicago I Don't Want To Live Anymore Yet I Can't Bring Myself To Die?

I don't want to live anymore yet I can't bring myself to die? - looking for extras acting chicago

My life is terrible. I am 32 years old. Virtually no friends (I have one, but he lives 150 miles and is now married, so I can see once every 6-8 weeks) and I've never been good at making new ones. People behave like new friends is to make a point, too much smiling and talking with everyone, so people will be delayed and hopeless. Soemtimes advised her to "join a club," as if they were still in school or to volunteer, I have zero interest in.

I've never had a girlfriend long term. I have not been attractive (6'3 ", bald, broad shoulders, about 250 pounds), and a few girls interested in me physically unattractive, needy and ready for an arbitrary date, not specified criminal justice not only for himself. Most of they told me he wished I could "protect" or "very small" next to me .... I hate my height, could not say a lot worse.

I am not a regular job. I have a degree in English and not in a good school (Michigan State) to go.Since his release, which was in "The Wizard of boring" executive remained "headings until two years ago ... Since I started the paperwork Temp For this reason, I live next to a black ghetto (five men during the last two weeks shot) in Chicago, and rarely have a lot of extra money.

My life is certainly not worth living, but I do not dare to myself in.

I have no interest in religion, let alone inspiration, "" absurd, just like someone dying from cancer or trapped in a wheelchair and secretly feeling that I was not in his shoes. I do not know courageous or inspirational.

I do not know what to do.